JUDITH'S WORLD & BLOG🤎💌

Self discovery

I’m gay, right?
Silly neighbors
My first heartbreak Dark skinned, chiseled face and daring eyes, he was another word for alluring. love at first sight, I must claim. After two years of stalking him on Facebook, I decided to make the bold step. Within two minutes he replied to my “Hello” text, I was out of this planet. We had so much in common, we had interest in each other. A date was fixed but he never showed up. Sent him lots of text, video called but no response. I was left on read. I felt stupid and played. I should have known better. It hurts like hell when you put yourself out there and get your feelings crushed. A month later I was over him, and he no longer crossed my mind, I was done with the feelings. Two months later, I came across his picture, I ignored it. Came across it several times posted by different people, I decided to read the captions. The words broke me, he was dead. Turned out he was battling a deadly illness before we got talking and was admitted a day before our date. I was torn to shreds, not because of his death but the heartless messages I had sent to him, cursed him not knowing he was ill. If I could change the time back, I would erase those and replace it with sweet words. But I can’t and it’s late.
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