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The Compliment that stuck with me.
Not so special Valentine III
DEAR AMY…
I’m gay, right?
My first heartbreak Dark skinned, chiseled face and daring eyes, he was another word for alluring. love at first sight, I must claim. After two years of stalking him on Facebook, I decided to make the bold step. Within two minutes he replied to my “Hello” text, I was out of this planet. We had so much in common, we had interest in each other. A date was fixed but he never showed up. Sent him lots of text, video called but no response. I was left on read. I felt stupid and played. I should have known better. It hurts like hell when you put yourself out there and get your feelings crushed. A month later I was over him, and he no longer crossed my mind, I was done with the feelings. Two months later, I came across his picture, I ignored it. Came across it several times posted by different people, I decided to read the captions. The words broke me, he was dead. Turned out he was battling a deadly illness before we got talking and was admitted a day before our date. I was torn to shreds, not because of his death but the heartless messages I had sent to him, cursed him not knowing he was ill. If I could change the time back, I would erase those and replace it with sweet words. But I can’t and it’s late.

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